Well I made it through another day. I went to church and it was awesome. God met me right in my seat. I mean it. Pastor Dave just nailed me...well the Holy Spirit did through him. Again he talked about worry and Lordship. I was profoundly affected by the concept that Lordship is really giving up control and worry deminishes God's power in our lives. Boy have I been deminishing God's power in my life. I think there is a huge difference between worry and concern. Doug said that on the way to work. Oh so true. I am concerned about this surgery. I am afraid. But I am trying today to purpose myself to not worry. Matt.12...."Don't worry about what you will eat or your body" This is pary of what Pastor preached on last night. Man, NAILED right between the eyes.
I had a very nice talk with my daughter last night. She listened. She talked. That alone is HUGE for her and for me. It gave me hope and confidence. I still know she has huge problems but if I can just reach her and dig into that mind of hers...I will make a difference. I am trying so hard to do that for her. I love her. God loves her and I know he placed her in our lives. So let's get to it God!
SO I'm going to work today. No Facebook. No Blog (after I finish this) I'm going to try to remember what it feels like to accomplish something. I found a screw driver and I've got my head screwed back on straight, at least for now, right?
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