I made it through today. Truthfully, I did not think I was gonna get through today. I am confident that I now know what it feels like to have an anxiety attack! A bonified anxiety attack.
I am grateful that I had a day to spend with my kids. I took Nate to McDonalds. While he played, I got to chatting with a sweet lady named Cindy. She had an adorable grandchild named Connor. Before I knew it, I had told her about today and adopting my kiddos and after I left I just laughed because God knew exactly what I needed to do. She was kind and a good ear. She told me about her grandson and for just a few minutes I forgot about all this stupid stuff I'm going through.
I took a long walk with my kids and enjoyed the sweet fall afternoon. I made a yummy pasta and pesto dinner. Ate it and then purposefully connected ith each of my babies.
Nine more days like that and we'll be there....
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